On this day, the fifth Sunday of Great
Lent, we celebrate the memory of our holy and venerable Mother, Mary
of Egypt. The life
of St. Mary of Egypt serves as a shining example of repentance from
sin through prayer and fasting. She lived a sinful life for many
years, but was converted to a Christian life. She went into the
wilderness to live an ascetic life for many years, praying and
fasting in repentance of her previous sinful life, and dying there.
St. Mary's life exemplifies her conviction about Christ, which
motivated the changing of her life from sin to holiness through
repentance. Her understanding of repentance involved not a mere
change from small things in her life, but an extreme change of her
entire attitude and thoughts. The Church commemorates St. Mary for
her recognition of her own sins as an example of how one can free
oneself from the slavery and burden of wrongdoings. This recognition
of sin is imperative during Lent for the faithful as a means of
self-examination and preparation for a more virtuous life in
anticipation of the Crucifixion and the Resurrection of Christ.
The recorder of the life of this wonderful
saint is Saint Sophronius, Patriarch of Jerusalem. A hieromonk, the
elder Zossima, had gone off at one time during the
Great Fast on a twenty-days' walk into the wilderness across the
Jordan. He suddenly caught sight of a human being with a withered
and naked body and with hair as white as snow, who fled in its
nakedness from Zossima's sight. The elder ran a long way, until this
figure stopped at a stream and called, "Father Zossima, forgive me
for the Lord's sake. I cannot turn around to you, for I am a naked
woman." Then Zossima threw her his outer cloak, and she wrapped
herself in it and turned around to him. The elder was amazed at
hearing his name from the lips of this unknown woman. After
considerable pressure on his part, she told him the story of her
life.
She had been born in Egypt and had lived as
a prostitute in Alexandria from the age of twelve, spending
seventeen years in this way of life. Urged by the lustful fire of
the flesh, she one day boarded a ship that was sailing for
Jerusalem. Arriving at the Holy City, she attempted to go into one
of the churches to venerate the Precious Cross, but some unseen
power prevented her from entering. In great fear, she turned to an
icon of the Mother of God that was in the entrance and begged her to
let her go in and venerate the Cross, confessing her sin and
impurity and promising that she would then go wherever the Most Pure
One led her. She was then allowed to enter the church. After
venerating the Cross, she went out again to the entrance and,
standing in front of the icon, thanked the Mother of God. Then she
heard a voice saying, "If you cross the Jordan, you will find true
peace." She immediately bought three loaves of bread and set off for
the Jordan, arriving there the same evening. She received Holy
Communion the following morning in the monastery of St. John the
Baptist, and then crossed the river. She spent the next forty-eight
years in the wilderness in the greatest torments, in terror, in
struggles with passionate thoughts like gigantic beasts, feeding
only on plants.
Later, when she was standing in prayer,
Zossima saw her lifted up in the air. She begged him to bring her
Holy Communion the next year on the bank of the Jordan, and she
would come to receive it. The following year, Zossima came with the
Holy Gifts to the bank of the Jordan in the evening and stood in
amazement as he saw her cross the river. He saw her coming in the
moonlight and, arriving on the further bank, make the sign of the
Cross over the river. She then walked across it as though it were
dry land. When she had received Holy Communion, she begged him to
come again the following year to the same stream by which they had
first met. The next year Zossima went and found her dead body there
on that spot. Above her head in the sand was written: "Abba Zossima,
bury in this place the body of the humble Mary. Give dust to dust. I
passed away on April 1, on the very night of Christ's Passion, after
Communion of the Divine Mysteries." For the first time, Zossima
learned her name and also the awe-inspiring marvel that she had
arrived at that stream the previous year on the night of the same
day on which she had received Holy Communion - a place that he had
taken twenty days to reach. And thus Zossima buried the body of the
wonderful saint, Mary of Egypt. When he returned to the monastery,
he recounted the whole story of her life and the wonders to which he
had been an eyewitness. Thus the Lord glorifies repentant sinners.
She entered into rest in about the year 530.
St. Mary is remembered today, as we reach
the end of the Great Fast, to arouse the energy of the slothful and
to urge sinners to repentance, imitating her example. She is also
commemorated on April 1. The Righteous Zossima, who buried Saint
Mary, is commemorated on April 4.
O Christ
our God, through the intercessions of our venerable Mother Mary
of Egypt, have mercy on us and save us. Amen.